been - a strange day - today - feeling all stuffy and num - tinking about strange things - disjoited - frustrated - with my self - with others - with nothing - numb - who am i - if i was gone - what wud be left - what record - imprint - fragments - finding it strange at college - i like my groop - theyr nice - but i cant help that loomig feeling that thing will change - but i serpose they allways do - shudnt worry - pesamist - people do like me - dont they - inspit of my strange ness - or maby because of it - is it - my shtick - performance idocincacy - who can i talk to - i cant draw to day - i dont like rely any thing i do - havnt been there in a wile - but it wazes and wanes - allways does - cant talk to dad - or can i - but what is there to talka bout - intangeble discomfort - with everything - with nothing